– wounds


a poem from

walking towards happiness

 if only you knew how much 
 the sound of your voice hurts
 if only i could ignore your spoken words
 
 you pushed me away 
 when you danced on my wounds
 you ended up alone 
 and i was left with an empty soul
 
 you are the person who gave me life
 but this resentment is something 
 you just cannot erase
 between you and me there is only pain
 deep wounds i wish one day 
 will heal themselves

 many times i promised 
 to ask forgiveness to you and myself
 cold and long nights of abandonment 
 in my corner space
 so many times i awaited your return 
 but it never came
 people sentenced me for being the gay orphan 
 it was my fate
 
 biblical stories filled me with horror
 ignorance and violence 
 deprived me of a better world
 from one place to the other 
 without love or compassion
 always asking myself if that was the will of the lord
 
 i feel alone 
 with my soul full of rage 
 time has not cured 
 my deep wounds
 it has only
 intensified my pain 
 
 time has only 
 wither my joy
 it has broken to pieces 
 my spirit and my hopes 


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